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POSITIVELY YOURS The Tibetans teach via long, complex talks and analysis whose sum and substance are not easily summed up in a few quotes. On a superficial level, you could say that His Holiness the Dalai Lama spokethrough stilted English and translated Tibetanto the power of radically positive thinking. After all, verse six of the eight Lojong verses for training the mind is this: This Lojong trainingBuddhism's all-pervading compassion mixed with a constantly alive and vigilant mindfulnesswasn't for wimps and people looking for an easy out. As another Lojong verse put it: "May I examine my mind in all actions The difficult business of working with difficult emotionsand difficult people like the co-worker who drives you crazy and who you'd rather throttle than love, or the street person you want to bazooka down on 12th and K who's keeping you upwell, it was your life's work to keep up with these mental states. "When I see beings of a negative disposition No throttling allowedand certainly no bazookas. On a daily basis it is essential to take better care of the mind by generating more wholesome thoughts and by taking to task unwholesome ones, said His Holiness. In talking about Buddhist training of the mind, valid thoughts are developed,enhanced and perfected. Invalid thoughts and emotions are undermined and eliminated eventually. And dont expect some secret teaching to get you out of your ultimately self-dug hole of suffering. There is no magic key. Therefore, we need more determination. And more patience. TAKE A SEAT By days end, he had lectured farther and deeper afield. He spoke of the interrelatedness of all that we call reality, that puny, inadequate and constantly misleading notion. And he took on one of the subtlest, most difficult and far-reaching of Buddhist teachingsrealitys ultimate emptiness of any actual, absolute existence and the liberation that can result from this awareness. These points in the teaching demanded close attention. And the Dalai Lama's often professorial and analytical dissection at length of the minutie of the spiritual path"Self and person should be understood as a designation dependent on mind and body..."led more than a few of us to waver in our attention at times. Leastwise I didn't drift off to la-la-land like the shaved-headed fellow slumped over on his girlfriend's shoulder across the aisle. At those moments, I'd rouse up some extra energyenergy-rousing for wholesome purposes being expressly encouraged by the Buddhaand the rewards were always good. "Not a charismatic speaker," Ryan remarked at one point. But this this was a teaching lecture, after all. If you stayed the course most of the time, big, filling insights stuck to your ribs. Nourishment for the days and weeks ahead when the celebrity rush of seeing the Dalai Lama had dissipated and you were left withwhat? Something to work with. Yes, and there were a few laughs along the way, too, for which he is also famous. One of the questions from the audience at days end was: Do you forsee any catastrophic world events at the millenium, and how should we prepare for them. The Dalai Lama grinned as the translator read out the question. He scratched his bald head with one crooked arm then guffawed, as the audience burst into laughter along with him. I dunno! he exclaimed. If there is some major disaster in one place, so run to another place. Smiling, he gestured to his cushions. EPILOGUE THIS BUDDHIST BUSINESS of taking total responsibility for not only your overt actions in the world, but your moment-to-moment mental statesthe fertilizing and nurturing of positive ones, the culling and replanting of poisonous ones is an alarmingly big job. My mind rebels, it's cozy with its bad habits. It has had it way for decades. Those grooves of unwholesome habits and behaviorkilling rage, zombie-eyed lust, Olympian self-absorption,to name just a fewrun deep. Hard to get my wagon wheels out of them. I drive the 12 hours home on slick roads through the Appalachian mountains, feeling emboldened, charged up with spiritual resolve, heartened simply by recalling being in the same room as the Dalai Lama and seeing that cheery face. Yet also I feel fragile. Off in the darkness beside the interstate in the middle of West Virginia, a huge neon sign invites all comers to a gargantuan strip joint for truckers. My longtime companion the zombie speaks upwouldn't a little bare anonymous flesh on parade taste good about now? Oh boy, I've got my work cut out for me. Can't say I've really worked the eight steps of the Lojong training per se, although they resemble lines from my Therevadan Buddhist practice that I do recite now and again. It's the same thing. Rouse up that energy. Keep tabs on that mind. Generate wholesome feeling, notice the staying power of the unwholesome. Work out your own salvation, as the Buddha famously reminded his followers in perhaps his final and most succint teaching, with diligence. A picture of His Holiness the Dalai Lama now hangs on the bulletin board beside my computer at work (the same one that graces this article) and in a niche of my home meditation space. Not for any worshipful reasonshe's a simple monk after all, on a not-so-simple mission. Just like all of us. Or maybe it's all far more simple than we, in our hysterical, distracted, self-sabotaging daily lives, are able to see? All I know, is thisI need all the help I can muster. 1) To read all eight Lojong verses for training the mind, 2) For a brief word portrait of one of the Dalai Lama's Pittsburgh appearances, written by Hugh Rogers of Elkins, West Virginia, click right about here.
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